Trap wrote:The Wiggle Baron wrote:Realised half way down the road that (and I think im perfectly right in thinking
) there was possibly a bit more going on in our conversations than I was picking up on...and I may have just gotten probably the easiest decision in the world wrong.
Dude! What the hell? Was it her inviting you into her bed that made you think that?
Seriously though, dude, that's fucking dread.
lol yeah man, I was a walking anti-cannabis commercial that night.
And I swear down I now just need to pull my finger out and make a move. I keep getting thrown by things though! Im not exactly the most confident fucker in the world when it comes to this kind of thing, and...well...she seems to have so many goddam male suitors!!
Over the space of last night there was brought up a guy she's going to Milan with to stay at his flat for 10 days sometime soon, another guy she's going to see 2manydjs with in Manchester and who when we got to hers last night, she had a card from with in jokes and kisses and things, and her semi-stalker who has done everything from getting her absoloutely bollocksed on a night, to writing up and giving her a list of pros and cons as to why she should go out with him
I swear I need things simple...and this is far from simple
Goddam I like her though
Oh, and I really didn't expect to make what seems to have become a running SNH blog about my own personal shortcomings and the slow process of coming to terms with it

Was just really caned/bewildered when I first posted, and its just kind of gone on lol...
Big up the psuedo-counsellor, get stuff off your chest ninja hideout mandem though.