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by Pistonsbeneath » Tue Jul 07, 2009 9:58 pm
So it's no secret that I love dubstep and got into caspa, making me release I was bi. So I have friends with similar interests ,he likes shackleton but refuses my caspa. So one day I was really mad at him and said something along the lines of "fine go back to your stupid shackleton" ......shit. So then I really couldn't get back into caspa. Whenever I think about sex my immediate thoughts are same sex stuff. I try to look at some dubstep videos & stuff ,and after a while, I need guys to look at. After a while I don't know what's going on, all the guy in the skeng vid started looking fat to me. But guys never go wrong I can always like caspa and never need time away, it never goes wrong with dudes. Yet I know I'm still into shackleton, I think of him liking my personality or ideals, I always want them (caspa & rusko) to really get me (especially this one time at in fabric I kind of secretly liked who I really think does understand the way I think). I always picture having fun with and seeing my future with shackleton like what I've described ,and yes her, but sex is a different story. I really don't know what's going on, I don't know why there's such a sudden change, it's a little embarrassing, I could get back into shackleton in time, but why are caspa smexyness constant. I really don't what's going on ,I need advice. I've only told about 4 friends (dudes), and hinted around deep producers including the one I keep mentioning. Advice?