Its weird though about 6 months i was seriously into it all, reading william cooper and (shock) david icke. Then after a while i kind of became accustomed to it. Like reading infowars every day after a while i was just like
and now i kind of just think that government is inherently oppressive, and that any aspiration towards 'freedom' from a physically determined and animalistic nature is a fantasy of christian virtue. I'm pretty into john gray, and his philosophy and also materialistic determinism of leibniz and ted honderich. and ultimately that lead me to believe that western ideology of 'liberty' is actually fictitious and liberty is really just a state of mind.
all concepts of the illuminati and anything that 'keeps you down' is just the projections of the neurotic mind - becuase ultimately you are not/and never will be 'free'