ben freeman wrote:miniweapon wrote:i have never done acid, but i have done shrooms several times. their is nothing like listening to dubstep while tripping, but i dont like being around a lot of people wile im on shrooms. It may be different on LSD
Yea, being around people on Psyodelics doesn't work for me, I'm WAYYYYYY to paranoid. Even ganja, I can't cope. I get all freaked out, that's why I don't really do it often. Especially at a big rave, I start thinking everyone there is out to get me. No good. I think too much about what people are thinking and once I go down that road..... It's over, I lose it. E was always fun though, but worse after effects unfortunately....crazy mad depression from that shit. I won't go near it now.
last summer i was candy flipping at a rave, loved the dubstep and electro sets. An hour later when i was peaking this hardstyle set came on. It was all instrumental music but i was hearing some voice getting louder and louder. when i could make it out eventually i realized it was saying my name. A god-like voice with a tone similar to Buffalo Bill from Silence of the Lambs was saying along to the beat of the music "dave, ass rape"

Really hilarious looking back at it

, but i was the most scared i have ever been in my life at that point. i felt like i would be trapped in that moment forever, like my life was a long buildup to this sick joke. I felt like I was suffering an infinite loop of emotional schizophrenic terror. And that was only the beginning of a 16 hour nightmare trip (i ended up having to get put to sleep in the hospital because every minute felt like the last of my life). Its so hard to explain, I've never talked to anyone who has had a drug experience that bad. I guess its comparable to getting the sinking feeling in your chest you initially get when you are in a moment of great fear and humiliation. Except the feeling doesn't go away and you're tripping your ass off seeing crazy shit and making strange connections to horrible moments in your past. The last time I ate acid before that was 5 years ago in my friends basement. The TV told me in an infomercial that my best friend was going to rape me. That was my first bad trip (just as bad as the last if not worse), and my paranoid fear came back to haunt me. Don't dose again if you have had a bad trip! I loved acid so much, my happy trips were some of the best times in my life- thats why I felt like I had to try it again last summer- i felt like I was ready. But of course it wasnt worth it- those trips were the worst times of my life hands down.
in that episode of peep show where they take mushrooms and big suze is about to freak out. superhans says, your'e at a critical point, one way is heaven, and the other...
so true
should be in the bad trips thread but oh well