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What's The Worst/Most Disturbing Thing You've Seen?
Horrified by how common adverts and videos for "rough" demeaning pornography are on the web, it sort of triggered some bad memories. So what's the most disturbing thing you've seen, online or or even in real life?
For me, the absolute worst is something that isn't easy to talk about tbh. I was 14 and trying to download some The Simpsons episodes off BearShare. I downloaded what i thought was a legit episode, 22mins and correctly titled. When it downloaded, i went to watch it of course. The first clue that something was off was the preview pic Windows gives you, it was a little noodle bowl. Opened it up and realised that this wasn't an episode of the Simpsons. The first few seconds was a shot of a young girl, probably about 10 years old, being filmed in a hallway why some Japanese man spoke to her. I probably should have just closed it there but i skipped right to to the middle of the video out of curiosity. I guess you all know what i saw next. There were three men, one holding each arm and the other trying to get her clothes off while she screamed. I only saw two seconds of this before i closed the video but it's imprinted into my mind to this day. After i closed and deleted my recycle bin about 9 times, i sat there in front of the PC petrified. I then threw up on the carpet. I didn't sleep for a few nights, mostly due to shock and sadness but also because i was paranoid the government knew i had this stuff on my PC at one point and would come round or whatever. Even now, i'm just getting queasy thinking about it.
So yeah, that was the most horrifying thing i've ever seen.
For me, the absolute worst is something that isn't easy to talk about tbh. I was 14 and trying to download some The Simpsons episodes off BearShare. I downloaded what i thought was a legit episode, 22mins and correctly titled. When it downloaded, i went to watch it of course. The first clue that something was off was the preview pic Windows gives you, it was a little noodle bowl. Opened it up and realised that this wasn't an episode of the Simpsons. The first few seconds was a shot of a young girl, probably about 10 years old, being filmed in a hallway why some Japanese man spoke to her. I probably should have just closed it there but i skipped right to to the middle of the video out of curiosity. I guess you all know what i saw next. There were three men, one holding each arm and the other trying to get her clothes off while she screamed. I only saw two seconds of this before i closed the video but it's imprinted into my mind to this day. After i closed and deleted my recycle bin about 9 times, i sat there in front of the PC petrified. I then threw up on the carpet. I didn't sleep for a few nights, mostly due to shock and sadness but also because i was paranoid the government knew i had this stuff on my PC at one point and would come round or whatever. Even now, i'm just getting queasy thinking about it.
So yeah, that was the most horrifying thing i've ever seen.
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That's fucked.....
I remember a video called Russian Soldier or something that went around and it was a guy getting his throat cut. Probably
fake now I think about it but wsnpretty gruesome.
Doesn't really compare to your story.
I remember a video called Russian Soldier or something that went around and it was a guy getting his throat cut. Probably
fake now I think about it but wsnpretty gruesome.
Doesn't really compare to your story.
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i got linked to a video called 1 lunatic 1 ice pick or something like that.
once i realised what it was i stopped it immediately. it was a video of that guy who mailed dismembered body parts to the canadian government killing his roommate. the comments made it worse. people were like 'look at this pussy, can barely even break the skin.'
once i realised what it was i stopped it immediately. it was a video of that guy who mailed dismembered body parts to the canadian government killing his roommate. the comments made it worse. people were like 'look at this pussy, can barely even break the skin.'
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A friend of mine sent me a video and said it was something, I forget what it was, but the video was this chick in a bath tube with an octopus going inside her..... Ughhh
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I've managed to do a good job of avoiding snuff and bestiality, even though kids at my school used to have Al-Qaeda beheadings and women getting penetrated by horses on their Sony Ericsons, and they used to challenge each other to watch it, i literally had no interest or even a curiosity about it all. Why would anybody subject themselves to that?
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Worst thing I saw must've been that 3 guys 1 hammer thing and I'm really uneasy just typing that. Not coming back to this thread

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You can watch executions live out here.
Get front row seats as a foreigner
Haven't seen it.
I've seen 2 people get shot. In england and bolivia. Both were pretty disturbing. But the most disturbing thing was seeing a friends mum naked. The bush was horrific.


Get front row seats as a foreigner

Haven't seen it.
I've seen 2 people get shot. In england and bolivia. Both were pretty disturbing. But the most disturbing thing was seeing a friends mum naked. The bush was horrific.
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I've never liked horror/gore types of films - I don't find them fun or funny at all...
I also don't like the whole zombie apocalypse thing that has been so popular in the past 10 years...
Not because I can't appreciate thoughts of desperate measures and survival...
...but because there is usually alot of unnecessary violence...
and dumb people grabbing for control.
I say this and yet I just finished reading J.G.Ballards High Rise...
I guess that's more on the lines of Lord of the Flies as opposed to the Saw films....
I also don't like the whole zombie apocalypse thing that has been so popular in the past 10 years...
Not because I can't appreciate thoughts of desperate measures and survival...
...but because there is usually alot of unnecessary violence...
and dumb people grabbing for control.
I say this and yet I just finished reading J.G.Ballards High Rise...
I guess that's more on the lines of Lord of the Flies as opposed to the Saw films....
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Have you ever done it?baron_von_carlton wrote:You can watch executions live out here.![]()
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No but apparently if your in the area during an execution the religious police will drag you along. It's normal for fathers to take their tenage sons to watch.Mammoth wrote:Have you ever done it?baron_von_carlton wrote:You can watch executions live out here.![]()
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Where is this?
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I was on one of our school shuttle busses one day...
and this young hipster girl was talking to this guy about some movie she was scripting with a film student...
and she was just talking about guns and violence and doing all this fucked up violent shit with guns...
and after about 15 muinutes of listening to her talk all that crap...
I just wanted to randomly get up punch her in the fucking face really hard just to shut her stupid ass up.
She was a pathetic disgrace to female kind.
I was mad that she managed to get a rise out of myself like that.
When I was younger - supporting things like Amnesty International and Free Tibet was "in vogue"...
I guess I'm more of a hippie flower child than I would like to admit.
and this young hipster girl was talking to this guy about some movie she was scripting with a film student...
and she was just talking about guns and violence and doing all this fucked up violent shit with guns...
and after about 15 muinutes of listening to her talk all that crap...
I just wanted to randomly get up punch her in the fucking face really hard just to shut her stupid ass up.
She was a pathetic disgrace to female kind.
I was mad that she managed to get a rise out of myself like that.
When I was younger - supporting things like Amnesty International and Free Tibet was "in vogue"...
I guess I'm more of a hippie flower child than I would like to admit.
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i bet y'all are late on catching the hermetic allegory in every episode - parsons..?
thats pretty urban. - Capture pt
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thats pretty urban. - Capture pt
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baron_von_carltonehbrums1 wrote:Where is this?
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Saudi Arabiaehbrums1 wrote:Where is this?
tr0tsky wrote: InI man nuh go to nah rasclot independent ethnic butchers seen.
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Ahhh gotcha
@ capo I'm in my phone...couldn't be asked to open a new page to search riyadh, and tbh my middle eastern geographic knowledge isnt that great
@ capo I'm in my phone...couldn't be asked to open a new page to search riyadh, and tbh my middle eastern geographic knowledge isnt that great
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sorry just being cheeky innit
what is of value and wisdom for one man seems nonsense to another.
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It's fine, I was being lazy 

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Haha BM, driving you to violence after becoming offended at violence. Was probably her goal. Have you looked her up, maybe she's a filmmaker now.
We've had this thread before actually. Pretty grim.
@Terpit That was a beheading video made by Chechen rebels as I recall. The victim was a Russian footsoldier.
We've had this thread before actually. Pretty grim.
@Terpit That was a beheading video made by Chechen rebels as I recall. The victim was a Russian footsoldier.
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Yeah...I really didn't apppreciate that.
...and I don't find it to be a laudable trait - to generate violence.
My guess is that she was just trying to get the attention of a certain type of media savvy gamerboy

...and I don't find it to be a laudable trait - to generate violence.
My guess is that she was just trying to get the attention of a certain type of media savvy gamerboy
i bet y'all are late on catching the hermetic allegory in every episode - parsons..?
thats pretty urban. - Capture pt
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thats pretty urban. - Capture pt
i think everyone would benefit from unicorns - JTMMusicuk
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I hope she wakes up some day a realizes that she is a pathetic souless nerd.
Maybe she can grow as a person after that.
Maybe she can grow as a person after that.
i bet y'all are late on catching the hermetic allegory in every episode - parsons..?
thats pretty urban. - Capture pt
i think everyone would benefit from unicorns - JTMMusicuk
Soundcloud
thats pretty urban. - Capture pt
i think everyone would benefit from unicorns - JTMMusicuk
Soundcloud
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