It's also extremely theraputic for me. Feel angry? Make a tune. Feel happy? Make a tune. Feel sad? Make a tune - I'll always feel good or better when it comes out right

Alternatively, when I find myself unable to make anything, due to having no inspiration, creative drive or just suffering from a bout of Anhedonia, it's really fucking difficult. It really is very depressing when I can't get anything out... And, for some reason, that just makes me think "well if I'm getting this messed up over not being able to then there must be some reason that I'm making it in the first place.."
Then, you get an email like this:
And everything feels right in the world. If I can bring just one person such joy with this stuff that I'm making then I'm happyMy ex and I are fans of yours, have been for a while. I don't even know him anymore, but that is how you and I crossed paths. And for that, I'm very thankful.
I would love it if you would mail me an album. I would be happy to pay you for it. I don't have a disc drive on my computer, but I do have one burnt CD with two of your songs that I LOVE to listen to in my car. Love love love your music. How else can i possibly further express this? I can't dance for the life of me, but when I'm alone, I sure do swing my stuff around to your beats like I know what I'm doing hahaha
