£10 Bag wrote:I guess you could call it a weakness of character but I'd say I'm feeling weaker than her right now so it's swings and roundabouts...i mean i can be a (normally lazy) tnuc too sometimes but i've only once cheated on a girl (I was like 15/16) and felt so bad about it i had to ring her up straight after and tell her to dump me basically. i just don't see why she had to front. honesty is KEY. i felt what she'd done before i confirmed it so it was pointless hiding shit.
now it's time for the whole meet new girls/go out/chase/new drama routine
been having the urge to drop some acid for months now after about 5 years with no drugs...now i'm not so sure it's a great idea but i need some kind of life re-affirming/transitional event badly. maybe it's time to stop smoking weed and go philosophise in a field somewhere. sorry dsf for my dramas, i will man up

Hey man, I just recently went through something remarkably similar myself, except my ex was cheating on me with my best friend, who I now live with. So I felt pretty hopeless for a while. But believe me man, that will pass - if people want to be low life scum, that's absolutely their bag, you sound like a decent bloke and thats the main thing really. Sounds twee as fuck but I don't think it is. Badness always depends on something else, if you can stand on your own two feet and be proud to be you, well, you'll be ok anywhere I reckon.
Also, what really helped me get over it was going out with loads of ninjas, tripping balls on 2c-b and, above all, HELPING OTHERS. Being nice is the way to happiness!
