knell wrote:its not a happy laugh, it sounds like a panicked, confused laugh
Coming back into my body, I was laughing some crazy laugh, like a huge laugh. I was laying down but was arched like a bridge, I laughed so hard I thought my jaw was going to break, my neck was huge and swollen, I breathed huge deep breaths I thought my ribs would crack... I couldn't stop it, I just laughed and laughed.
That part was pretty horrible/physically painful. I was sore for days afterward.
What made it worse was I was laughing at all these boring dead people I'd just met. They had no humor whatsoever and found no light in my snide ribbing.
Honestly if you want intense psychedelic experiences, shrooms is the way to go. Absolutely leave your body powerful, but not too rushed. I've had properly peaceful/profound experiences on shrooms. I can't say the same for sid.
It is very easy to do yourself harm (without even realizing it) in these types of states. I really do recommend having a sober experienced tripper with you in some regard to look after you.