so bord
wot household itms can get me high
sniffin nail polish remover aint doin shit
Re: Post Your Random Thoughts Thread!
Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2012 9:45 pm
by sigbowls
pour cleaning chemicals on yourself
Re: Post Your Random Thoughts Thread!
Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2012 9:56 pm
by mo_respect
idontreallygiveashit wrote:so bord
wot household itms can get me high
sniffin nail polish remover aint doin shit
jenkem
Re: Post Your Random Thoughts Thread!
Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2012 9:59 pm
by sigbowls
raw meat
Re: Post Your Random Thoughts Thread!
Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2012 10:01 pm
by dubfordessert
what should i do if i lose my job but want to put it on my CV? or if i might get a bad reference from a job (cos i get ill often)
Re: Post Your Random Thoughts Thread!
Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2012 10:04 pm
by ehbes
dubfordessert wrote:what should i do if i lose my job but want to put it on my CV? or if i might get a bad reference from a job (cos i get ill often)
didn't you just start there like a month ago?
Re: Post Your Random Thoughts Thread!
Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2012 10:09 pm
by dubfordessert
ehbrums1 wrote:
dubfordessert wrote:what should i do if i lose my job but want to put it on my CV? or if i might get a bad reference from a job (cos i get ill often)
didn't you just start there like a month ago?
yeah but i bailed today after like an hour and a half cos im depressed again and i dont think the manager is my biggest fan atm so im making contingency plans. have lost jobs quicker -_-
Re: Post Your Random Thoughts Thread!
Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2012 10:12 pm
by ehbes
dubfordessert wrote:
ehbrums1 wrote:
dubfordessert wrote:what should i do if i lose my job but want to put it on my CV? or if i might get a bad reference from a job (cos i get ill often)
didn't you just start there like a month ago?
yeah but i bailed today after like an hour and a half cos im depressed again and i dont think the manager is my biggest fan atm so im making contingency plans. have lost jobs quicker -_-
ahh i feel you, had a terrible depression bought last fall for like 4 months, boss man wasn't too happier with me either
Re: Post Your Random Thoughts Thread!
Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2012 10:19 pm
by Sonika
so when you guys are talking about like a temporary "depression bout," is that like a chemical thing or just feeling really sad because of whatever shitty events are going on? or a combination of both?
Re: Post Your Random Thoughts Thread!
Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2012 10:20 pm
by ehbes
Sonika wrote:so when you guys are talking about like a temporary "depression bout," is that like a chemical thing or just feeling really sad because of whatever shitty events are going on? or a combination of both?
for me it was emotional
Re: Post Your Random Thoughts Thread!
Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2012 10:23 pm
by sigbowls
you can get depression from rain
i think i get depression from work
Re: Post Your Random Thoughts Thread!
Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2012 10:25 pm
by idontreallygiveashit
stop it guys
youre making me depressed
Re: Post Your Random Thoughts Thread!
Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2012 10:35 pm
by Sonika
signals wrote:you can get depression from rain
thaaaaaaats why the pacific northwest has like the highest suicide rates in the country
Re: Post Your Random Thoughts Thread!
Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2012 10:40 pm
by ch3
dubfordessert wrote:
ehbrums1 wrote:
dubfordessert wrote:what should i do if i lose my job but want to put it on my CV? or if i might get a bad reference from a job (cos i get ill often)
didn't you just start there like a month ago?
yeah but i bailed today after like an hour and a half cos im depressed again and i dont think the manager is my biggest fan atm so im making contingency plans. have lost jobs quicker -_-
Didn't you say you've explained your condition to him when you got the job first and he said he was ok with that? Maybe you could just have an honest chat with him?
Re: Post Your Random Thoughts Thread!
Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2012 10:47 pm
by sigbowls
Sonika wrote:
signals wrote:you can get depression from rain
thaaaaaaats why the pacific northwest has like the highest suicide rates in the country
its not like we live outside
Re: Post Your Random Thoughts Thread!
Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2012 10:52 pm
by dubfordessert
Sonika wrote:so when you guys are talking about like a temporary "depression bout," is that like a chemical thing or just feeling really sad because of whatever shitty events are going on? or a combination of both?
not gonna talk about chemicals cos the science is shady but usually depression for me isnt mainly feeling sad but i'm just really exhausted, and can't concentrate, and slowed down (which is called http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychomotor_retardation ). and that makes you feel sad in itself i guess
if lots of shitty events happen that can stress you out and cause it yeah, but also if you're just too busy in general. it doesn't take much for me. usually only lasts a couple of weeks, but this year i would say i've had it like 5 or 6+ times?
my medication helps with the feeling sad / negative thoughts bit [kind of... just by making you glum instead of upset] but it doesn't help with anything else really, so i just have hibernating zombie depressions instead of agitated anxious insomniac ones
ch3... yeah... i said i wasn't feeling very well but i don't like saying i'm "depressed" so i didnt say that... but he wasn't happy. i was less effective the other day for same reason and he wasn't happy then either. maybe he's forgotten?