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SD5 wrote:Woke up in golden light diffused by a white sheet over us.
With her honey-coloured skin touching mine,
I luxuriated in her presence,
marvelled at our mutual ease in this reunion.
Then I really woke up.

I feel you on this one.

you know...I'd be so willing to trade my bank account and all the expensive shit I have in order to be poor, messy and happy like I was a year ago.

Money definitely can't buy happiness, sure it bought me extremely shiny things, purses, clothes for days, shoes, trips, and pretty much every petty shit under the sun, but my heart remains broken and the substance abuse is at an all time high. My current boyfriend even asked me ' there has to be something bugging you badly for you to do all you're doing' and there is, but theres nothing I can do, nothing I can say to him. See, I have the money, a home, everything I want and a great man, but I still hurt badly over a past relationship that I can't fully let go off.

My lifestyle went from waking up, cooking breakfast and bullshitting a little, looking for a job that paid nothing to not being able to operate without the help of some sort of drug just so I can forget and get through the day...

Love, affection, attachment... we all crave for it, even though it puts us at our worst/

whygohome10 wrote:

kamala wrote:i donno. love is precious and powerful. just gotta treat it as such

u make me sick

nah thats probably just gas

missbrass wrote:you know...I'd be so willing to trade my bank account and all the expensive shit I have in order to be poor, messy and happy like I was a year ago.

Money definitely can't buy happiness, sure it bought me extremely shiny things, purses, clothes for days, shoes, trips, and pretty much every petty shit under the sun, but my heart remains broken and the substance abuse is at an all time high. My current boyfriend even asked me ' there has to be something bugging you badly for you to do all you're doing' and there is, but theres nothing I can do, nothing I can say to him. See, I have the money, a home, everything I want and a great man, but I still hurt badly over a past relationship that I can't fully let go off.

My lifestyle went from waking up, cooking breakfast and bullshitting a little, looking for a job that paid nothing to not being able to operate without the help of some sort of drug just so I can forget and get through the day...

Love, affection, attachment... we all crave for it, even though it puts us at our worst/

Cause we represent a truth, that changes by the hour
And when you open to it, vulnerability is power.

Maybe you’ll find the cycles end you back where you began
But come this time around you’ll have someone to hold your hand
Who prays for you who's there for you who sends you love and light
Exposes you to parts of you that you once tried to fight
And come this time around you'll choose to walk a different path
You'll embrace what you turned away and cry at what you laughed

LEQ wrote:

She loves chocolate. ( This is my daughter by the way)

nice one Steve! what's it like being a father then?
i remember when you were cheffing my semi-clean pots and pans...i need to sort my life out, look what you've accomplished since then!

she ain't cornish though, is she?

missbrass wrote:
Love, affection, attachment... we all crave for it, even though it puts us at our worst/

You shouldn't rely on love for your own happiness or self worth man.

This thread makes me feel nauseas.

dTruk wrote:

Cause we represent a truth, that changes by the hour
And when you open to it, vulnerability is power.

Maybe you’ll find the cycles end you back where you began
But come this time around you’ll have someone to hold your hand
Who prays for you who's there for you who sends you love and light
Exposes you to parts of you that you once tried to fight
And come this time around you'll choose to walk a different path
You'll embrace what you turned away and cry at what you laughed

<2

Step Correct wrote:

missbrass wrote:
Love, affection, attachment... we all crave for it, even though it puts us at our worst/

You shouldn't rely on love for your own happiness or self worth man.

??????
i don't. However I was once in love and it destroyed me. And that person was the one person that even though I was happy, truly made me complete. And when we broke up i felt like half of my heart was taken. So yes, now I do stupid shit in order to fill that gap, buts its not as if I don't know how to be happy on my own. Matter of fact, my new boyfriend just did something tonight that really made me want to stay with him and not look back at the ex who broke my heart. And what he did tonight, no one else as done for me.

shit to be honest, I am now laying in bed in a school girl outfit waiting for him to get out of the shower.
he was kind of sick and stayed home from work, so he deserves it

them sexual expolits there

Bigup Brass 'setting it off' lol

Proper happy within myself and so far smashing 2009.
Just met someone from my long time past, seems too good for me and shes keen.

i'm gonna see if i can stay single right through 2009 and achieve the 3 year milestone

whoop!

nesslei wrote:i'm gonna see if i can stay single right through 2009 and achieve the 3 year milestone

whoop!

It's only February!

thats qwite an achivemnt ness

nesslei wrote:i'm gonna see if i can stay single right through 2009 and achieve the 3 year milestone

whoop!

Alot of people I know are turning to celibacy.

pdomino wrote:

nesslei wrote:i'm gonna see if i can stay single right through 2009 and achieve the 3 year milestone

whoop!

Alot of people I know are turning to celibacy.

deamonds wrote:

pdomino wrote:

nesslei wrote:i'm gonna see if i can stay single right through 2009 and achieve the 3 year milestone

whoop!

Alot of people I know are turning to celibacy.

Exactly, dont understand it personally, my lucks changing anyway
Could you do it Deams?

^outline the concept to me again?

deamonds wrote:^outline the concept to me again?

Staying away from sexual activities for the whole of 2009 !