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Been smoking blunts lately, nice change of pace.
Exchanged my ratio of MDMA for copious amounts of THC.
Feels pretty good, need to remember to wait an hour before smoking another one though.
Two in the same hour is a recipe for
If anyone's curious, my affair with my sweet love is taken a back burner for our professional relationship.
as she is a Ganja Queen, and I her trimmer boy, we're still quite close friends, and I long for the day we snuggle again.

trash can days are gone eh

IDK, if gone for good, but at this time in life, we're checking out possibilities with other people.
I'm holding out for Chan Marshall anyway, CAT POWER makes me purrrr'.
It's been challenging lately connecting with other women,
no one's really caught my attention the same way, sparks flying and all that.
I'm starting to realize that my Bi-Polar, mental health condition really effects me emotionally. Women pick up on that.
Manic episodes aside there is also delusions and mood swings, it's a tall order for a women to oblige, it's like I come with an emotionally distressed signal. Why would anyone willingly want to go out with someone who naturally feels awkward, IDK, sometimes I think my whole disposition in life is effected by the fact that I have a disabled sibling, (My brother has FG-Syndrome) So in relationships, I do seek a partner to care and be cared for, but there is this feeling of unworthiness I fall victim to. Like I'm never good enough for anything, no matter how right it is, I just feel like I don't deserve to feel truly loved. Sort of a "why would anyone love me, I'm such a fucking screw up" sort of thing.
IDK, I don't want to sound like I'm fishing for sympathy or whatever.
I just have a wealth of sadness about my brother, at times I wake up wondering if anyone out there could ever really understand me. It's common for siblings of disabled people to develop Bi-Polar disorder, insult to injury.

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fdal

who else is fucked up and baked and contemplating eating some premade thanksgiving food?

OK terpit, drink here?

The temptation of searching Rachel Starr on redtube is killing me

Ass

help

i hope hes ok

red stroip

white russians ftw


except when made with russian prince. FUCK THAT SHIT

fuck i hate russian prince

Dairy products + alcohol is a wrongun anyway

Terpit wrote:Dairy products + alcohol is a wrongun anyway

not a fan of eggnog?

Is anyone a fan of eggnog? White Russians are the absolute one though

Nevalo wrote:

Terpit wrote:Dairy products + alcohol is a wrongun anyway

not a fan of eggnog?

never tried ot tbf but probably wouldn't it had the opportunity, dairy+booze is pretty much guaranteed vomitage for me

Even Baileys and that one with the big elephant on the front (I think its South African) turn my stomach

yea even when i drank i didnt like eggnog.

some of the girls i used to chill with swore by their mudshakes though