Dub Fiend wrote:I struggle to convert what I have in my head to a meaningful performance on the keys.
Okay, as good a time as any - so this is it right here. You have a melody in your head, and you try to bring it into existence through the piano roll.
I see this as the central problem.
You have a melody in your head, and you bring it into the real world.
Let me tell you something about your head.
It is dumb.
Let me tell you something about the universe: it is stunningly intelligent, it is bewilderingly complex and meaningful.
Your thoughts! Haha, some times I see two people arguing in a professional capacity about some very important issue and I'm like, haha, fucking apes. You've lost most of your hair, but you're a wet, sloppy, ape whose been kicked out of nature, capable of understanding only the simplest of concepts.
Humans are dumb bro. Yes we've achieved quite a transformation of this planet through our collaborative effort, granted. But as individuals, even the brightest amongst us, are fucking knuckle dragging apes.
So what to do about it? How does an ape-human expand their consciousness?
Well by collaborating, for starters. We used to have bands, where four or so people, who each were very good at one thing would come together and make something far greater than themselves. A whole chain of people, and stacks of finely tuned technology was used to capture the performance of these musicians.
If you are capable of 100 thought units, and your best buddy over there is capable of 100 thought units, and working together you guys can output 180 thought units of musical value, you've just achieved something greater than either of you could have.
That is one way.
But if you're really into bedroom production, don't know anybody, don't know anyone with a similar musical vision, or are completely unable to compromise a portion of your musical vision, you're going to need to find ways of expanding your consciousness beyond your general 100 thought unit level, cause there are a lot of people collaborating, either above the board or below, ie collaborations that we never really hear about.
So how to?
Well, one way is learning a musical instrument. Of course if you learn a musical instrument, you can translate musical ideas from your head into your daw with ease. But, my wet ape, if you learn a musical instrument you may start expressing musical ideas that don't originate in your relatively pea sized brain. Instead they may originate in your nimble and crafty fingers, or from that spinning, burning fireball of your heart, or from your twitching, plaintive ass. Who knows where it will come from, maybe all these and more. And it will be more, trust me, than your silly little ideas that you craft in your head.
OR
If you're a die hard computer nerd, and just have to click your days away, find ways to introduce chaos or randomness into your writing process. There are vst's for this. Vst's that diminish your control, and introduce randomness to your musical phrases. Now I'm not saying just strap that on you master! BUT, use a device that will introduce random elements into your work, and then reintegrate those random or unexpected elements into your piece. Make sense of them. Work them. Human ideas that originate in the brain are just so simple - a few elements of randomness can be significantly more complex and novel and interesting than anything simply thought up.
Some people concerned with their ego may say, "oh but you are losing intention!" Whatevers. What if you lost all intention? What would your work be then? Would it be more or less interesting? It very well could be more. But, the point is not to completely lose intention, it is to diminish your intention so new and greater ideas can enter you consciousness. Then, reassert your intention as you incorporate those greater ideas. Forget this concept, or need really, of strict control of the universe. The greater your sense of control, the greater your delusion. We are floating on a great and powerful current. To think we are masters of that is a folly only conceivable in the fore mentioned pea brain.
Open yourself and your work to randomness, the unexpected. You will arrive at destinations you could not conceive of otherwise.
Would like to say more, cite examples, but, again, gotta run to work on music. Talk is cheap.