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wub wrote:

deadly habit wrote:Case of not enough hours in the day atm to get everything accomplished I want to.

What's your daily schedule look like then?

M - 6:30 am wake up shower shit shave etc class from 9am-2pm, art studio from 3:30-5:30pm transit home, dinner, homework, workout wind down and do some music and programming if I have time
T same, but school from 9am-5pm
W same as T
R same
F same but school from 9-2pm then CPT therapy at the VA until around 5pm
Weekends, catch up on everything, have some buds over for dinner and try to fit in some me time.

Move into a new place, which is what im doing in the near future so fuck yeah.

kidshuffle wrote:Move into a new place, which is what im doing in the near future so fuck yeah.

Nice one

Is it bigger, cheaper, better location etc?

kidshuffle wrote:Move into a new place, which is what im doing in the near future so fuck yeah.

Just got done moving into a new place this weekend in an awesome spot. It def feels good man.

Well I moved back home with the parents (different side of the country tho) so it'll just be nice to be on my own again. I moved out at 17 so its been an adjustment

My cousin is bringing all his studio gear too though, so we'll be able to get projects done faster, instead of working on them on weekends. And I'll learn on my bass guitar quicker since I can play with someone in the house.

kidshuffle wrote:Well I moved back home with the parents (different side of the country tho) so it'll just be nice to be on my own again. I moved out at 17 so its been an adjustment

My cousin is bringing all his studio gear too though, so we'll be able to get projects done faster, instead of working on them on weekends. And I'll learn on my bass guitar quicker since I can play with someone in the house.

Awesome, congrats

I also need to move - I just can't figure out - to where - these days...

Where's it at people?!??

Some sedatives...anti-anxiety meds might be good...

Stop looking at porn, it's fucking me up and I can feel it.

Put in the work to finish the IB this year so I can move on with my life. In a serious danger zone, complete bottom grade in physics and maths and there's less than two months til our exams. I also haven't applied to unis yet. Fuck.

yeah porn can be pretty fucking grim. but, if you don't mind me asking, in what way is it fucking you up?

how much porn you watch? you could probably share experiences with pedro.

haha not that much tbh. Every 2-3 days prolly.

But the feeling when I interact with/see actual girls in real life now has changed so much. You get a weird relationship with sexuality that's not enjoyable. Just weird and compulsive.

you need to wank more imo

Harkat wrote:haha not that much tbh. Every 2-3 days prolly.

But the feeling when I interact with/see actual girls in real life now has changed so much. You get a weird relationship with sexuality that's not enjoyable. Just weird and compulsive.

Do you worry that porn is setting unrealistic ideas as to what to expect from a woman?

I'd suggest to try going #NoFap for a week or two, see how it goes for you.

Gonna use this thread to remind me frequently what I need to do:

- Start eating in the morning. It's like since '07 that i don't eat anymore in the morning (only in the weekends), but there's no reason for not doing it. I've like an hour where i do nothing in the morning, so it's better to spend that timelapse on getting some energy.
- And also start waking up earlier on my free days, 'cause 11am isn't the right hour to wake up. Even in the weekends.
- Getting my driver license is also a good idea.
- And just start do whatever i want. I'm having the tendency to impose myself things that are useless in the end. But then again, my routine is fucked, so maybe it's better to do such things because my proscanating gonna be worser.
- Stop whining about school (and other things) and wait till the end of June to take steps when it comes to my graduation.
- Meet some new ppl is also a good thing, 'cause ppl that i befriended now are rather spending time with their gf's instead with their friends.
- And get out of Babylon and move into the city.
- My schedule should also get an upgrade to a more realistic one, 'cause this shit isn't reasonable anymore.

wub wrote: Do you worry that porn is setting unrealistic ideas as to what to expect from a woman?

Something like that I guess. Not intellectually of course, I don't actually expect women to look all weird and porny. Maybe my brain does though. I wonder sometimes if that porn shit fries your reward system in general too, but I'm para about losing touch with strong sensations in general so who knows.

I've done nofap before for about 20 days and it felt great but it was a while back b2b possible placebo.

Nihilism wrote:Gonna use this thread to remind me frequently what I need to do:

- Start eating in the morning. It's like since '07 that i don't eat anymore in the morning (only in the weekends), but there's no reason for not doing it. I've like an hour where i do nothing in the morning, so it's better to spend that timelapse on getting some energy.
- And also start waking up earlier on my free days, 'cause 11am isn't the right hour to wake up. Even in the weekends.

Breakfast is the most important meal, always been a firm believer of that. how many hours sleep do you get usually? Assuming 90min sleep cycles 7.5 or 9 would be ideal. 6 if you could manage on it.

Nihilism wrote:- Getting my driver license is also a good idea.
- And just start do whatever i want. I'm having the tendency to impose myself things that are useless in the end. But then again, my routine is fucked, so maybe it's better to do such things because my proscanating gonna be worser.
- Stop whining about school (and other things) and wait till the end of June to take steps when it comes to my graduation.
- Meet some new ppl is also a good thing, 'cause ppl that i befriended now are rather spending time with their gf's instead with their friends.

Good points. Do you feel your lack of routine is a core problem to some of what you've mentioned now?

Nihilism wrote:- And get out of Babylon and move into the city.
- My schedule should also get an upgrade to a more realistic one, 'cause this shit isn't reasonable anymore.

Where do live now in relation to the city, and what do you need to get there?

wub wrote:You can download FF plugins that limit your access to certain sites for specified periods of time, if that helps.

Never knew this, would have come in useful this year.. typical I find out about it a week before uni is basically done.

I could probably do with a CV considering I'll be graduating soon.

wub wrote:

Nihilism wrote:Gonna use this thread to remind me frequently what I need to do:

- Start eating in the morning. It's like since '07 that i don't eat anymore in the morning (only in the weekends), but there's no reason for not doing it. I've like an hour where i do nothing in the morning, so it's better to spend that timelapse on getting some energy.
- And also start waking up earlier on my free days, 'cause 11am isn't the right hour to wake up. Even in the weekends.

Breakfast is the most important meal, always been a firm believer of that. how many hours sleep do you get usually? Assuming 90min sleep cycles 7.5 or 9 would be ideal. 6 if you could manage on it.

Mostly between 7 or 8 hours, but it's not that i'm always tired. It's more that sleeping long is fucking up my schedule and make my proscanating worser.

wub wrote:

Nihilism wrote:- Getting my driver license is also a good idea.
- And just start do whatever i want. I'm having the tendency to impose myself things that are useless in the end. But then again, my routine is fucked, so maybe it's better to do such things because my proscanating gonna be worser.
- Stop whining about school (and other things) and wait till the end of June to take steps when it comes to my graduation.
- Meet some new ppl is also a good thing, 'cause ppl that i befriended now are rather spending time with their gf's instead with their friends.

Good points. Do you feel your lack of routine is a core problem to some of what you've mentioned now?

It's not that i can blame everything on my lack of routine, but it does have its share in a lot of problems.

wub wrote:

Nihilism wrote:- And get out of Babylon and move into the city.
- My schedule should also get an upgrade to a more realistic one, 'cause this shit isn't reasonable anymore.

Where do live now in relation to the city, and what do you need to get there?

I always have to take a bus that doesn't have regular hours and only rides once a day in the morning to the city and twice in the evening back to my place. So it's a hell going to school.

Yeah dont get the no-breakfast crew.

One of my housemates literally seems to just put his coat on and go out the door when he's got an early start, i'd feel like SHITE about 10 mins down the road.

Worth getting up the extra hour or so early to sort yourself out some good eatins