Posted: Sat Aug 23, 2008 12:40 pm
ok. got it.
i love the fact that im going back to Athens tomorrow...
i love strangers with candy available on itunes for purchase...
i love xanax.
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Posted: Sun Aug 24, 2008 1:00 am
Posted: Sun Aug 24, 2008 12:50 pm
You shouldn't take candy from strangersTheEvilGirl wrote:i love the fact that im going back to Athens tomorrow...
i love strangers with candy available on itunes for purchase...
i love xanax.
Posted: Sun Aug 24, 2008 1:08 pm
but thats the best kind...eLBe wrote:You shouldn't take candy from strangersTheEvilGirl wrote:i love the fact that im going back to Athens tomorrow...
i love strangers with candy available on itunes for purchase...
i love xanax.
Posted: Sun Aug 24, 2008 4:18 pm
Ahh man i found this girl downtown!
And she went to the toilet, and i friggin lost her!
She was really sweet, she had those eyes that you wont forget!
And she went to the toilet, and i friggin lost her!
She was really sweet, she had those eyes that you wont forget!
Posted: Mon Aug 25, 2008 11:23 pm
Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 12:13 am
You live in a big town?Psyolopher wrote:Ahh man i found this girl downtown!
And she went to the toilet, and i friggin lost her!
She was really sweet, she had those eyes that you wont forget!
Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 12:21 am
just venting here, havnt read anything anyone else has writin, but posting on a forum works to get stuff off my chest sometimes.
THE most frustrating thing for me (as of recently) is finally finding a girl who is into about 85% of the stuff im into, meaning books, music, movies, sense of humor, etc. And id have every intention of spending more time with her and hanging out even, dont need a relationship at all, either way, whatever. But it jst comes down to the simple fact that shes not interested, and its just SO frustrating, knowing that theres somebody Id finally like to be with and its just a no. plain and simple.
arg.
oh yeah, and it dosnt help that over the past 6 months ive been having really vivid dreams with people in them that i know (usually its just random people that i cant remember), and she keeps popping up, and in the dreams im just having a great time, feel amazing, then i wake up and its kind of an "oh....nope.....didnt really happen..."
so yeah, thanks for reading or not!
THE most frustrating thing for me (as of recently) is finally finding a girl who is into about 85% of the stuff im into, meaning books, music, movies, sense of humor, etc. And id have every intention of spending more time with her and hanging out even, dont need a relationship at all, either way, whatever. But it jst comes down to the simple fact that shes not interested, and its just SO frustrating, knowing that theres somebody Id finally like to be with and its just a no. plain and simple.
arg.
oh yeah, and it dosnt help that over the past 6 months ive been having really vivid dreams with people in them that i know (usually its just random people that i cant remember), and she keeps popping up, and in the dreams im just having a great time, feel amazing, then i wake up and its kind of an "oh....nope.....didnt really happen..."
so yeah, thanks for reading or not!
Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 1:00 am
Yeah, sounds familiar, except for the dream stuff. But hey man, don't worry. Your time will come. Trust me. I'm a complete shithead and it worked for me. You're a cool dude, it should work for you.Spire wrote:just venting here, havnt read anything anyone else has writin, but posting on a forum works to get stuff off my chest sometimes.
THE most frustrating thing for me (as of recently) is finally finding a girl who is into about 85% of the stuff im into, meaning books, music, movies, sense of humor, etc. And id have every intention of spending more time with her and hanging out even, dont need a relationship at all, either way, whatever. But it jst comes down to the simple fact that shes not interested, and its just SO frustrating, knowing that theres somebody Id finally like to be with and its just a no. plain and simple.
arg.
oh yeah, and it dosnt help that over the past 6 months ive been having really vivid dreams with people in them that i know (usually its just random people that i cant remember), and she keeps popping up, and in the dreams im just having a great time, feel amazing, then i wake up and its kind of an "oh....nope.....didnt really happen..."
so yeah, thanks for reading or not!
Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 1:04 am
Well, haha yes...but c'mon!DJelements wrote:You live in a big town?Psyolopher wrote:Ahh man i found this girl downtown!
And she went to the toilet, and i friggin lost her!
She was really sweet, she had those eyes that you wont forget!
It was a special night for iceland, culture thing! So shitloads of people everywhere
It was a drunk post
And this is a high one!
Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 1:16 am
Damn, if you lived in a small town you mighta been able to find her.Psyolopher wrote:Well, haha yes...but c'mon!DJelements wrote:You live in a big town?Psyolopher wrote:Ahh man i found this girl downtown!
And she went to the toilet, and i friggin lost her!
She was really sweet, she had those eyes that you wont forget!
It was a special night for iceland, culture thing! So shitloads of people everywhere
It was a drunk post
And this is a high one!
Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 1:25 am
Your sarcasm made the spaghetti monster cry!DJelements wrote:Damn, if you lived in a small town you mighta been able to find her.Psyolopher wrote:Well, haha yes...but c'mon!DJelements wrote:You live in a big town?Psyolopher wrote:Ahh man i found this girl downtown!
And she went to the toilet, and i friggin lost her!
She was really sweet, she had those eyes that you wont forget!
It was a special night for iceland, culture thing! So shitloads of people everywhere
It was a drunk post
And this is a high one!
Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 1:30 am
Spire wrote:just venting here, havnt read anything anyone else has writin, but posting on a forum works to get stuff off my chest sometimes.
THE most frustrating thing for me (as of recently) is finally finding a girl who is into about 85% of the stuff im into, meaning books, music, movies, sense of humor, etc. And id have every intention of spending more time with her and hanging out even, dont need a relationship at all, either way, whatever. But it jst comes down to the simple fact that shes not interested, and its just SO frustrating, knowing that theres somebody Id finally like to be with and its just a no. plain and simple.
arg.
oh yeah, and it dosnt help that over the past 6 months ive been having really vivid dreams with people in them that i know (usually its just random people that i cant remember), and she keeps popping up, and in the dreams im just having a great time, feel amazing, then i wake up and its kind of an "oh....nope.....didnt really happen..."
so yeah, thanks for reading or not!
yeh that is why it's important to be able to let things go within yourself. don't hold on to the situation or your negative feelings about it for very long. just take it for what it is too, and don't read too far into it. it's disappointing, but sometimes people just don't meet eye to eye. sometimes people just don't feel the same way. and sometimes people have things going on in their life that prevent them from being able to open themselves to others. she is probably appearing in your dreams as more of a symbol for something else, perhaps your feelings of insecurity that need to be addressed. there is nothing wrong with you that this girl isn't interested, its merely circumstances. try and nurture yourself and give yourself the positive attention that she isn't giving you. it goes much further anyway. and keep ur chin up
life goes on *hugs***
Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 1:35 am
Not sarcasm.Psyolopher wrote:Your sarcasm made the spaghetti monster cry!DJelements wrote:Damn, if you lived in a small town you mighta been able to find her.Psyolopher wrote:Well, haha yes...but c'mon!DJelements wrote:You live in a big town?Psyolopher wrote:Ahh man i found this girl downtown!
And she went to the toilet, and i friggin lost her!
She was really sweet, she had those eyes that you wont forget!
It was a special night for iceland, culture thing! So shitloads of people everywhere
It was a drunk post
And this is a high one!
I've done it.
Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 3:49 am
that happened to me sooooo much. most of the time i just wound up downplaying or squashing elements of my personality just to be with the person. but after the last break up, i kinda decided that i wouldn't compromise on that cuz i missed having fun. and i'm very glad i didn't. my bf now and i have so much in common that at times, its nutty. but it just kinda gives me this relief and kinda happy pride that i kinda held onto myself. and...i've never felt this way before....and....i'm 31. so...hehehe...i'm a late bloomer and sometimes things take times.Spire wrote:just venting here, havnt read anything anyone else has writin, but posting on a forum works to get stuff off my chest sometimes.
THE most frustrating thing for me (as of recently) is finally finding a girl who is into about 85% of the stuff im into, meaning books, music, movies, sense of humor, etc. And id have every intention of spending more time with her and hanging out even, dont need a relationship at all, either way, whatever. But it jst comes down to the simple fact that shes not interested, and its just SO frustrating, knowing that theres somebody Id finally like to be with and its just a no. plain and simple.
arg.
oh yeah, and it dosnt help that over the past 6 months ive been having really vivid dreams with people in them that i know (usually its just random people that i cant remember), and she keeps popping up, and in the dreams im just having a great time, feel amazing, then i wake up and its kind of an "oh....nope.....didnt really happen..."
so yeah, thanks for reading or not!
i used to have nuts dreams for months before it started about dating a mysterious gentleman and it was strange because i wasn't in a place where i even wanted to date anyone. i was very comfortable and not wanting things to change. but i kept dreaming about being happy with a bf. i figured maybe my mind was picking up on something that was about to happen or rehearsing what i perhaps missed. it was strange and pleasant.
i wish Love followed a more predictable timeline, but I still have to say, whenever it happens, its the perfect time.
Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 5:26 am
yeah. i do understand that people are people, its just me that needs to let go of things easier, its like i know shes not interested but i WANT her to be interested so bad, so im just kinda makin it harder for myself. im gettin over it though, need more positivity! no being down in the dumps! and as corny as it sounds, there are PLENTY more fish in the sea.kamala wrote:yeh that is why it's important to be able to let things go within yourself. don't hold on to the situation or your negative feelings about it for very long. just take it for what it is too, and don't read too far into it. it's disappointing, but sometimes people just don't meet eye to eye. sometimes people just don't feel the same way. and sometimes people have things going on in their life that prevent them from being able to open themselves to others. she is probably appearing in your dreams as more of a symbol for something else, perhaps your feelings of insecurity that need to be addressed. there is nothing wrong with you that this girl isn't interested, its merely circumstances. try and nurture yourself and give yourself the positive attention that she isn't giving you. it goes much further anyway. and keep ur chin up
*hugs***
(i feel so much better, weird, emotions....)
Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 5:50 am
nothing wrong with feeling desire or pain. nothing at all. it just takes time to heal. and you can't force yourself to drop something that you feel attached to. just give it some time. and treat yourself well
Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 6:02 am
i just typed a long post about how i think women are all crazy and came to the conclusion at the end that everyone is pretty nuts and don't know what they want.
its something i've known and experienced for a while but me spelling it out somehow made it click dramatically in my mind. (could just be that i'm kinda baked right now though)
i want someone who KNOWS what they want out of a relationship, i just don't think anyone really does, at least not in the long run.
hell, outside of that fact i don't really even know what i want.
every time i'm in a relationship i find something about it that bothers me, but i stick with it and it kind of builds up until i want a new relationship or to not be in one at all.
i had a bad habit for a long time of just jumping into things without fully analyzing the situation and now (sad as it may sound) felt i have just wasted time. its really keeping me from initiating anything new with anyone else since my last relationship ended a bit over a year ago. its kind of working against me as now i'm so caught up in my own life that i kind of feel like i don't have room or time for anyone else anyway. this has proven good also, as with my free time this year (free from employment and relationship) i've done some awesome things and actually been able to jump onto some good opportunities.
in all actuality i over-scrutinize and make excuses.
my conclusion: if i'm not meeting new people at all, i'm not giving myself the chance to meet the awesome new people that make up the small percentage i want.
telling myself all these things i already knew has been both enlightening and informative.
its something i've known and experienced for a while but me spelling it out somehow made it click dramatically in my mind. (could just be that i'm kinda baked right now though)
i want someone who KNOWS what they want out of a relationship, i just don't think anyone really does, at least not in the long run.
hell, outside of that fact i don't really even know what i want.
every time i'm in a relationship i find something about it that bothers me, but i stick with it and it kind of builds up until i want a new relationship or to not be in one at all.
i had a bad habit for a long time of just jumping into things without fully analyzing the situation and now (sad as it may sound) felt i have just wasted time. its really keeping me from initiating anything new with anyone else since my last relationship ended a bit over a year ago. its kind of working against me as now i'm so caught up in my own life that i kind of feel like i don't have room or time for anyone else anyway. this has proven good also, as with my free time this year (free from employment and relationship) i've done some awesome things and actually been able to jump onto some good opportunities.
in all actuality i over-scrutinize and make excuses.
my conclusion: if i'm not meeting new people at all, i'm not giving myself the chance to meet the awesome new people that make up the small percentage i want.
telling myself all these things i already knew has been both enlightening and informative.
Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 6:09 am
shane wrote:i just typed a long post about how i think women are all crazy and came to the conclusion at the end that everyone is pretty nuts and don't know what they want.
its something i've known and experienced for a while but me spelling it out somehow made it click dramatically in my mind. (could just be that i'm kinda baked right now though)
i want someone who KNOWS what they want out of a relationship, i just don't think anyone really does, at least not in the long run.
hell, outside of that fact i don't really even know what i want.
every time i'm in a relationship i find something about it that bothers me, but i stick with it and it kind of builds up until i want a new relationship or to not be in one at all.
i had a bad habit for a long time of just jumping into things without fully analyzing the situation and now (sad as it may sound) felt i have just wasted time. its really keeping me from initiating anything new with anyone else since my last relationship ended a bit over a year ago. its kind of working against me as now i'm so caught up in my own life that i kind of feel like i don't have room or time for anyone else anyway. this has proven good also, as with my free time this year (free from employment and relationship) i've done some awesome things and actually been able to jump onto some good opportunities.
in all actuality i over-scrutinize and make excuses.
my conclusion: if i'm not meeting new people at all, i'm not giving myself the chance to meet the awesome new people that make up the small percentage i want.
telling myself all these things i already knew has been both enlightening and informative.
Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 9:15 am
if you are in a relationship, do you think it is wrong to want to change your partner?
my ex would annoy me so much by not saying much. she wouldn't start a conversation ever and it was on my shoulders to stop the awkward silences and be interesting all the time.
in the end i just said to her, look can't you just bee more chatty? and she replied with, 'Ben, you can't change me, if you don't like how i am then we shouldn't be in a relationship' and fucked off.
i just thought that was bullshit. might i add that i was her first boyfriend. and she was 15.
my ex would annoy me so much by not saying much. she wouldn't start a conversation ever and it was on my shoulders to stop the awkward silences and be interesting all the time.
in the end i just said to her, look can't you just bee more chatty? and she replied with, 'Ben, you can't change me, if you don't like how i am then we shouldn't be in a relationship' and fucked off.
i just thought that was bullshit. might i add that i was her first boyfriend. and she was 15.